dahil kailangan ka...

try

2005-07-03T01:56:00.000-07:00

shhhh... as for now nadto ako sa cafe.. kinakarir ang g.b.

tsk.. congrats to me... may improvement nman ako so far.. hindi na sisiw.."hammer na"

<pero indi ko muna i44cast ung account q... naba2no pa ko e..>

ni2ng nagdaang araw..may weird pero astig na nanyari saken..

nung thurs ata un. around 10-11pm...

tas un.. may tumawag sa bhay... she was looking for marc..sbi nya..

?: hi...can i talk to marc

1: eto na c marc..cno to?

?: jm...

1: ah...jm..heloo...

?: nakaditorbo bo..

1:d nman..bat k npatwag?

?: wla lng..

1: cno b to? klasmeyt ko b to sa psych2?

?: hindi.. w8 marc lorenzo b to?/

1: rong number miss..

?:ahhhh..... w8 nadistorbo b kita?

1: d nman..

to be continued,.

2005-07-01T21:22:00.000-07:00

malabo ang buhay sa ngaun..

Ngayong gabi, ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika'y tulog, ako'y gising nakabantay sa iyo
Kasi mahal kita, kita mo
Pag-ibig ko sa 'yo lamang

2005-06-29T20:57:00.000-07:00

:
This is a story of love who do really happened in true life. There was a girl named Anne (not her real name). She is in 4th year in psychology. A suitor really loved her. His name is Francis (not his real name). This suitor is waiting for her since they were in 1st year.After waiting her for 3 years, Anne finally decided to end Francis' sorrow of waiting her. After all, Francis had really done too much for her. They were really happy with their relationship but it only lasts for 2 weeks. Why? Anne's friend told her that the thrill had gone after they had become more than friends. So they broke up! This really made Francis shocked because he don't see any problem with their relationship. That's why a question was painted in Francis' mind. "Why she broke up with me? Is there anything wrong with me? Or she is only playing games with me?". These questions made him feel angry to Anne. After few months, some strange happened like the swelling of Anne's eyes. That's the reason why her mother, a midwife, brought her to the hospital. The doctor said that she is healthy. But even the doctor said it, Anne's mother is still nervous about her daughter's condition. She senses that "there must be something wrong". They went to the doctor 2 times again but it is the same answer, "she is healthy". But then things changed when they had chosen to examine Anne's internal organs and blood samples, the result was : "Anne has a cancer". After that, she undergoes the chemotherapy. However, even though that this is painful, she never complained. On May 2005 (evening), she started to feel bad and having a hard time to breathe. They were in Cavite that time so, it really take a long time for them to brought her to a hospital in Manila. When they are in the hospital, the doctor said that she is 'unconscious'. Then, after several minutes, the doctor confirmed that she is 'dead'. They all cried especially her sister, Jane (not her real name). It's because they were really close to each other.After that, they decided to contact Anne's ex-boyfriend, Francis, for him to know that Anne already passed away. He really feels sad because Anne died without him knowing it. He also didnt expect this to happen because Anne is very cheerful and active. This story really want to inspire us that life is so short. Thats why we should enjoy our lives. We should also express our feelings because we never know when we are going to die or what will happen next...

..

2005-06-29T20:47:00.000-07:00

--ei, sa lhat ng mga nagtxt saken sa globe ko...ah... pxencia... kc d na ako yung gumgamit ng no. n yun...sa utol ko n yun... so, kung namura man kayo ng kapatid ko... PXENCIA NA... gamit ko ngaun yung sun. txt nio ko dun..

torpe

2005-06-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

Torpe Song # 5

KUNG DI NGAYON KELAN PA?
bukas o makalawa?
baka pa makawala pa

naiparating mo na ba?
naihayag mo na ba?
nakatapagtapat ka na ba?
ano ba?

di niya malalaman
di mahuhulaan damdamin mo
kung di sasabihin
kailangan sabihin mo na

may patula-tula pa
di naman niya nabasa
baka pa matulala ka
pag may ibang pumorma
mauunahan ka pabaka magmukha kang tanga, di ba?

hindi niya malalaman (di ko malalaman)
di mahuhulaan damdamin mo
kung di sasabihin (sabihin mo na)
kailangan sabihin mo na

sige na, lakad na, sugod na
baka mawala pa
kaya mo yan

sige na, lakad na, sugod na
kapal mukha na
kayang kaya mo yan
kayang kaya mo yan

may patula-tula pa
di naman niya nabasa
baka pa matulala ka
pag may ibang pumorma
mauunahan ka pa
baka magmukha kang tanga, di ba?

hindi niya malalaman (di ko malalaman)
di mahuhulaan damdamin mo
kung di sasabihin (sabihin mo na)
kailangan sabihin mo na

sige na, lakad na, sugod na
baka mawala pa
kaya mo yan

sige na, lakad na, sugod na
kapal mukha na
kayang kaya mo yan
kayang kaya mo yan

sige na, lakad na, sugod na
baka mawala pa
kaya mo yan

sige na, lakad na, sugod na
baka SAGUTIN ka
sana nga, o sana..

...kayang kaya mo yan...

>>tada.. daming kalokohan..

...

2005-06-25T01:20:00.000-07:00

amboring ng buhay..

ansakit ng ktwan ko..

sobra..

wlang kwenta mga tao,...

yosi..

2005-06-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

hutch: "pare..kmusta? pangalan mo?"

1: "marc, ikaw?"

hutch: "hutch,pare..."

kamay..kamay..

hutch: "umiinom ka?"

1: "oo,bat?"

h: "pag break sama ka samin... inuman.."

1: "cge.. call"

h: "e yosi?"

1: "tsk..pass ako jan.."

h: "ows??"

1: "oonga..."

h "tsk..tsk.."

bat ba ang bait ko? hehe...

2005-06-17T22:41:00.000-07:00

O creator past all telling,

you have appointed from the treasures of your wisdom

the hierarchies of angels,

disposing them in wondrous order

above the bright heavens,

and have so beautifully set out all parts of the universe.

You we call the true fount of wisdom

and the noble origin of all things.

Be pleased to shed

on the darkness of mind in which I was born,

The twofold beam of your light

and warmth to dispel my ignorance and sin.

You make eloquent the tongues of children.

Then instruct my speech

and touch my lips with graciousness.

Make me keen to understand, quick to learn,

able to remember;

make me delicate to interpret and ready to speak.

Guide my going in and going forward,

lead home my going forth.

You are true God and true man,

and live for ever and ever

thomas aquinas,prayer of guidance

save me...-unwritten law

2005-06-14T00:33:00.000-07:00

some parts of the song..

And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,and you hate me.

You can't save me,You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call,
And everything, everything's my fault

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,to make this stop.
(whoa)Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucking thanks a lot.

And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids
everything's my fault

I went to heaven, but couldn't get in,
For what I have done.
I said please take me, they said you're crazy
you had too much fun.

everything's my fault...

___try to save your tears.

2005-06-14T00:21:00.000-07:00

shhh..

hirap..

tsk..
kgabi..

waw..ibang klase..

Nyway... ngaun araw na to' try ko mag post ng pinaka matinong..uhm..post ko..

ngaung araw na to' i keep thinking na.. ibang klase ang pamilya ko..

i hate my mom and also my dad..we don't get along lagi...

ung erpats ko... *astig

la xang oras samin..pero ok lng din..aioko ko rin xang kasama...

-amazing fact about my D.-

.never celebrated xmas with us..

.kahit isang bday ng mga tao sa family.la xang inaatendan..khit isa..take note:khit isa!

.pagsummer,hindi xa bumabawi man lng..asa naman..

.outings namen..wla sha...

.family days...asa pa..asa pa tlga..

once.pumunta kami sa Tagaytay.i tot babawi na xa.pero..sucks...mas gusto pa niang bantayanyung kotse sa parking lot keysa sumama sa picnic groove pra sumabay sa..sa..picnic somthing..

astig?!? asttttttteeeeegg!!

pero aus lng saken.. bata pa lng..ganyan na'.. so, i dnt i feel anything special about it..

.my mom naman..

.praning! sobrang praning!

.liar liar liar!!!<asar!>

tsk.. tsk.. ibang klase..wohooo.

oonga pla..special thanx sa utol ko.."utol..aaaallabyuuu!"

natuto ako ng konting kalokohan..;)

.natuto akong..mambato ng bumblegum sa mall.."sapul ang kalbo!"

.manood ng kung ano-anong bagay.."porn?"

.pag3pan ang saleslady...bolahin din pla..

.manchix

.magyosi

.magshoplift?!? yeah..once..kktakot..tae..

at more to come.

..hehe..ibang klase tlga noh... sa younger na utol ako natoto ng kalokohan..tsk tlga..

i'm all alone.... i'm happy about it..

cge..ciao..

sayo... oo sayo... wag ka ng umiyak..reresbak tayo...:)

moments this week..

2005-06-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

-pinagtripan ko lola ko--umalis erpats ko-
-bum ako sa bahay--binunutan kc ako ng ipin..dalawa..so,hindi daw ako pdeng makulit..>
-"di naman masakit e..pramis.."
-kinagat ng aso ko si Cyber! hehe..buti nga...kulit kc..*belat*
-nabobored na ko sa blog na to'..bat di ko mapganda to?!hm..

you can't save me..you cant change me..

yeah..

2005-06-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

ang pangarap kong mgkaroon ng blog!!

ntupad din hahaha...*babaw*

hehehe...bsta! saya!

excited nko pra sa next post!!hehehe...

_...tae..ampanget p ren nito... tuuLONNg!! pano b ibahin bckground neto..

paunang pasok..<1st entry!> ;)

2005-06-01T20:52:00.000-07:00

Kahit pa
Muling lalapit
Ang liwanag sa paligid
At ang tinig
Na sa akin nagsasabing
Hindi mapipigil ng mundo
Papatunaan ang pangako

Dahil kailangan ka...
Kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba
At kahit pa
Hindi papapigil sa mundo
At sa umagang darating
Lahat ay aking kakayanin
At kahit pa ikaw lang at ako

Huwag mong iisipin
Ang mga harang sa atin
At ang ihip ng hangin ay darating

Bigla lang titigil ang mundo
At ang lahat ay maglalaho

Hindi ko man hawak ang panahon
Maging ang ikot ng buhay
Basta't ikaw at ikaw pa rin
Ikaw at ikaw pa rin..